Thursday, June 30, 2016

The Struggle is Real

For the last two weeks or so, I've been struggling with probably the second worst problem a writer will encounter.

I have hardly written anything and I wish I was only talking about writer's block. I know a bunch of ways of conquering that... and by conquering, I mean stubbornly forcing my way past it.

But, I have not been struggling against lowly, evil, simple, loathed writer's block.

Oh no.

This problem is one of my own making.

The lack of self-motivation.

Oh, the horror!

I am one of the first people to say that you have to write regularly and protect your writing time from those who would steal it from you.

From That One Girl on Jet
Filthy Hobbitses
But I am also one of the first people to complain about how hard it is. Regular life is not made for writers, especially ones like me who have always struggled with motivation.

It's true. Just ask my old boss.

Or my parents.

Well, that took a depressing turn.

Anyway, I think there is a fine line that writer's have to tread (don't ask me for advice on it, because I have yet to find the line) between forcing yourself to write because it will help in the long run and turning writing into a chore (don't turn it into a chore though, it is far more fun than doing dishes or cleaning out the litter box).

There are days that I treat writing like a reward: "I cleaned the bathroom and earned myself an hour of writing time" and there are other days where I cringe and whine (internally of course, my roommates don't need to hear that) about needing to get some writing down.

I wish I had some advice other than: stick to it and good things will happen (which I'm pretty sure came out of a fortune cookie somewhere).

But I don't.

Sorry.

Sometimes that's okay, though. Sometimes it's just good to know there is somebody in the world who feels your pain.

And I feel you.

Not literally, though, that might be illegal depending on your age and is definitely all around creepy.

From some person's blog, no idea.
Did you seriously think this was not going to happen?

1 comment:

  1. I love your inserted photos - just what I needed. Katherine, if only you had a magical ring that could help you be in 2 places at the same time!! You in regular time and you writing to your heart's delight. Hang in there and enjoy yourself!

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